I can trust Him

As if there were any question
As if
So why do I go there
With my doubts and fears
And wonderings of what if
Instead of as if
And then when I find
The fears empty of reason
My heart sighs so deeply
Another test season
But each time
It's true
I go less to doubt
And more often to trust
So progress is made
Trust grows
Hope blooms
Faith strengthens
Mind renews
To ever increasing goodness
And glory
And life in abundance
With relationship forming
My heart now knowing
That even this mess
This pile on the floor
Or pile in my head
Quite over my head really
Is working for me
A good plan to refine
To bring me closer
To complete wholeness
In Him.